fall so hard

evan park sand
i fall so hard
for these girls
until
i am sick
with
the impatient stares
and
knots in the gut
while
the night knows no end.

i fall so hard
for these girls
until
i am sick
with
the cold flu
and
worry
and
the phone
won't start ringing.

i fall
so
hard
for these girls
until
i want to come back
up
to
just trying
to get
better.