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Syntax Issue 10
Denver Syntax
{i do not love you}
  kevin l. nenstiel


I do not love you as a kitten loves
cream, and I do not love you as a tailor
loves to mend, and I do not love you

as a mother bends to brush her baby’s brow
with tongue-damp lips to lift a sleep-limp hand
and hold small curving fingers as a cherry

holds a stone, and I do not love you
as the ocean loves the shore beating home
day by day tracing damp seaweed fingers

over footprints of retreating gulls
salt borders charting frontiers where water
lashes wave on wave on wave into stone

till hollows form in lofty sandstone cliffs
and grass grows on the verge between
the risen and the fallen tide.

I love you as steel loves a smithy
sculpting knives and axles for the workmen,
thickset hammers singing fierce refrains

ringing in grey valleys carved between
ancient sweatshops where old men moan Irene
Goodnight, moonlit water silver steaming on

black tarmac white line side street margins
Norteño rhythms rounding corners
from the tape decks of smoke-blue Chevelles

till third shift leaves their soot-stained smocks
steel-toe boots, old cold microwave burritos
to bob back home and watch the sunrise bloom

gold-flame petals between breeze block homes
as they perch down to sleep in the shoulders
of the ones they love as I love you.