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Syntax Issue 10
Denver Syntax
{a father's advice}
  alan king


I've broken nearly
every commandment
sacred to my mother

The most important one
being fornication

So when she asked if I –
20 years old then – was still
a virgin

I was suddenly silent,
my eyes darting from gas stove
to the almond cupboards

How does a former junior
usher explain his list of lovers
and favorite positions

his groping in darkened backseats
and on the sides of public buildings

or how the orgasm, like anything
exotic, thrusts the curiosity
of those once innocent

So I broke another commandment
when my father's wisdom popped
into my head:

"It's ok to lie sometimes," he said,
"remember the doctor's suggestions,
it's good for her blood pressure"