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Syntax Issue 10
Denver Syntax
{235 south westgate}
  sabrina dalla valle


I dragged you by the hair through my garden
kingdom, made crowns of orange nasturtiums for
your hollow head, pulled you into my tree
house for noon-time naps.

I pressed you against my bony breast, yearning to feed
you from my nipple. I kept stroking your eyelids, opening
and closing them with my little finger, pining like prayer
for something inside. I needed you
to talk, at least be like a dog: devoted, unconditional.

Your cloth body, how often it became soft flesh,
organs, something that needed to be cleaned. I waited
for your plastic feet, hands and face to burn
in the sun after abandoning you in small grass.
I needed a reason to spray Solarcaine.

I needed something to save.