{simulations, or fortune tallying...} lisa gordon but are not all facts dreams as soon as we put them behind us... Emily Dickinson The phone appears not to ring. This is because all my responses these days are late to discover & slyly half-starved. I did love actually forgetting myself but when I remembered love became salt. If I knew what I needed (I often think I do) could I turn & actually see not dream the harmonies we cut loose? I was trying to say no needing to say yes. I didn't quite realize & then realizing gave over to a honed species of betrayal. You were the beloved but because that is rarely enough I stole away fancying lions & tigers & long tooth bears - lions & tigers & long tooth bears lions & tigers & long tooth bears - pit stop in the necessary forest where blasts of prediction roll over/come true... |