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Syntax Issue 10
Denver Syntax
{in memoriam sui}
  anthony dimatteo



When I die will people say,
"he left a little light"? A tiny match
down one long dark tunnel burns
mimicking the sun at the open end.
Yes that, but also light of mind,
carefree, happy, and a tad daft -
free of can, heavy on did? That is,
he took off without much ado or
baggage, not even enough to wash
his soul should that prove to be
the case of those who leave behind
the light once ahead. He went
brisk of mind with no regret out
the door, a little wind for guide.
Instead of a toll, a cricket's last call
throbs against the night, the way,
in a dark hall, bombed out,
and teetering over the collapsed floor
where somehow a piano escaped harm,
a hand might lift to touch one key, perhaps
middle C, rest on its soft white face
for a moment and then press down
ever so lightly, drinking the sound
all the way down 'til the one-note
song grows still and empties
into the silence I so love.