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Syntax Issue 10
Denver Syntax
{the place i go to wait for myself}
  taylor eagan



At 3 A.M., drunk at the Paper Moon,
I watch Hilary stack jelly packets on top of each other.
"It's a fort," she says, her eyes red from smoking
in the car with the windows rolled up.
Kate orders fries and chocolate milk,
knocks down the jelly fort with the salt.

I laugh until I realize I've been wiping my nose
on a sweatshirt that isn't mine.
I can't remember where I got it;
its red unfamiliar from the night of black.
I pull the drawstrings until the hood
is tight around my neck and double-knot them.

Hilary tells us her neighbor was found dead
in his garage this morning, the car running in park.
The fries come, but we've already finished the milk
and I leave the sweatshirt on my seat when I leave.