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Syntax Issue 10
Denver Syntax
{chemistry experiments}
  sharon bybee



You explain that you just need
to be able to feel me up, to practice
for when a pretty girl lets you
touch her, so that you won’t screw
it up, seem too eager; we are sixteen,
and this sounds reasonable. Also,
I am in love. But we can’t kiss
on the mouth, you tell me,
cos that’s how you catch feelings,
and you don’t need that--
a me-shaped virus clouding around
you at the Junior Formal, size
Large. This also sounds
reasonable, an argument I can’t debate,
so I let you touch me, and wonder
if you’re awkward. I wonder if
I’ll know. Later, in college, you call,
states away. Your voice, in my ear;
the closest your lips have ever been
to me.