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Syntax Issue 10
Denver Syntax
{the force is tired of you}
  micah olin



Adults don’t like me. I think it’s why I’m
tiny, the ironing kind. Blogging through
childhood, these warped composition books
like oatmeal in a fax machine, deadstock

from Easter Island. I travel the world
taking photos of the same stinky rabbit,
the long twilight of American rage.
I can bleed the brick stuff, but I

can bleed ink too, seep through
the partisan gridlock of joy & anguish:
threats of restraining orders issued
by the Sirens alongside monks tricycling

on antidepressants for acedia. I call it
being emotionally flamboyant. In my fake
skate rink bangs, beyond the cortege
of Camelot teamsters, an angel with sharp

knees spoons me, whispering, “The Force is
tired of you & your prefab tower of Babel.”
Jammed saints in the crevices of every book
with cracked spines - listless, temporary

tenancy in Sheol. As we make our move toward
total world submission to Love, I patronize
the reindeer, the stagecraft of recovery.
The crucifix is my cubicle staple, a way

to triangulate transparency & authenticity.
Spoiled & aimless, sleeping in the glare
confers a blessing, conifers. Tiny fans
of dusk are famously devoted to the perils

of twilight. I’m into swagger, Dash Snow,
apple juice & Africa. Precious closet real
estate. A wasp-waisted boi in pearl clusters,
I give up pride with sartorial ease, secretly

I pine to give you a pedicure with my teardrops.
Amber hoverboard, whisk me back to 1st century
Palestine in the future. Come over & shave
down this harried heart.