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Syntax Issue 10
Denver Syntax
{the lovely liquid inside you}
  nick bertelson



       the lovely liquid inside you:
like the fluid lights behind my lids or
the motion of me behind you changing
the way you, with the changed light,
change : birds scratch in trimmed bushes :
today we learned that 7 and 1/2 gallons
will fit in a cubic foot
& the filling of that with
       the lovely liquid inside you
would do : the windblown blinds
or the spilt soap bubbles over
the cursive you wrote that question in
& the cursive in which you write
"the going to what lasts" are what make
the I'll-never-drink-again mornings
& the nights of drinking I do again :
       the lovely liquid inside you---
watch it soaking the heavy bed's mattress :
big black animals look through
little black eyes with lights blinking
behind their lids : the spot where I hide
my tattoo of you sitting on a funnel
with a serious wind & a secret that
you're always part of, this absorbing that I do :
       the lovely liquid inside you
---feeding the fish licorice with :
watching the leeches that swim in
: naming the clouds made of:
keeping a cup balanced because :
no use crying over or crying over
the use of: when will you let them
bottle: distribute: abuse:
       the lovely liquid inside you?