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Syntax Issue 10
Denver Syntax
{jericho}
  susan fowler



where to start oh yes, your hands -
that dance, restless, to the rhythm
of your thoughts, cautiously draping
each rounded 'o' in red literary ribbons.
is it strange that i long to follow your pen?
it isn't out of mere curiosity, no -
more of a search for the unknown
mythological beautiful, the salvation
springing from fountain pens, clothed
in dripping black ink.

you aren't like the girls and boys
enshrined in shiny dollar-store paper
topped with velvet bows and cheap
golden tinsel - no, you are much more.
is it strange that i mourn losing my only friend?
the gods played a clever, cruel trick
on us, love: the sidewalk troubadour -
no more, no less - i played the mistress,
you played the wife. i am not a watercolor,
i lamented. i do not wash away.

but it doesn't start there.
no, it doesn't start there.