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Syntax Issue 10
Denver Syntax
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  mark hartenbach



we have all the time in the world/just for love/
nothing more/nothing less/only love
-louis Armstrong


when you’ve been driving for a few hours straight, you begin
to feel disconnected from all that surrounds you. you begin to
feel like you & the vehicle are a separate entity instead of a
piece of something else. a world of us. lines of communication
with the world can be cut simply by twisting a knob. you feel
nothing can tear you apart, no matter how much power it
allegedly wields. you feel safer. rocked gently by that which
must understand what it's like to be abandoned. nothing can
infiltrate. nothing can distinguish. nothing enhances. nothing
reproduces. a world of us. it all comes from within. within is
without. without is to possess everything. you feel an unbreakable
bond with the person you’re traveling with. a world of us. with us
there’s an unbreakable psychological & emotional bond, which
has been there since our first night, or so i believe, though this
ride i'm speaking of is more of a spatial glue than a direct
physical interaction. a spiritual experience, though the road
has sapped the adequate words to describe it, or perhaps it
doesn't matter what sort of shape we're in. a world of us. at times
i feel i’ve stumbled into the correct frequency. i need no pinpoint
control. gliding in smoothly, silent as an assassin. it didn’t invite
me, however, it accepted me with open arms. it knows i won’t
abuse the gift. nothing is planned. nothing is prepackaged.
nothing is hyped. nothing is tampered with. observers don't seen
to notice this. i feel i can read their faces for once, at least the ones
not afraid to look this way. they are of different worlds. we
are a world of us. a monarch butterfly hits the windshield at
sixty-five. its orange & black wings sticking to the glass as
if snapped in flight. its frame nothing more than an anonymous
splatter. i look over at her. she asks me if we can change the
cassette.