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Syntax Issue 10
Denver Syntax
{small comfort}
  coleen shin



Yesterday, such unyielding cold. Today, again.
Winter, Ole Boy, would you have me,
always at your mercy, a casualty of low numbers
the fairy frost on your window,
a frozen limb praying for the shudder of Spring
mine, long gone, a distant thing?

Morning, the chill light, this warm house
the tempest in me a mere ache now. I grow old
I grow fallow, I want in senseless echo
some relief from pain the night allowed
while I buried with me one small feral friend
in the feather down, Dearest Stella.

Tiny Heartbeat, and sweet kibble breath
as flawless a soul as ever born, and ever borne
the secrets of my sorrow in sheer ears
so delicate the firelight shines through them
becomes in the night a beacon of sympathy
provoking at least one sincerely weary smile.

Companion on my travels, the long hours
from fall of dusty night to creaking dawn.
I should have named you Mercy, little one.
Called you Nursie or Dr Love
so healing, the fawn freckled warmth of you
curled behind my bent knee.

So this is love, it's crystalline form.
And love, it is said, heals all, and it does
almost. It almost does. It drinks tears
walks the curve of my spine
to curl beside my ear, peers through
the tangles of me with shining eyes.