ought

jack martin
There ought to be something.
Some nuance or subterfuge,
a wind beneath the skin,
like the blood only deeper,
a red happiness that lasts
longer than sunset,
or the eternal dawn,
but more obvious,
untucking the blue
until we understand
what cannot be understood,
but seen, maybe wept
or laughed, maybe breathed,
not staying in one place, like a fact,
but evolving through us
into something aesthetic
or larger, half-lidded sunset
that makes us all worthwhile,
a final apology.
This world is hard.
Among the hands,
the things we’ve built and been,
the lost and found,
or a laugh, enough,
or the realization,
that it ought.