ode to the gunslinger: from the outlaw's prayer
john dorsey
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for ed dorn
there was   a bad
moon rising   across your
lips an   abstract expressionist
at heart   painting sour
notes as   you whistled
all the way up
that darker mountain that
had swallowed   those doves
of prayer   charles olson
had nearly   shut the
gates of   hell
for
your demons   though ed
were larger   than any
white whale   because they
knew where   you slept
they were   dream sent
on the   wings of
banjos who   would have
pegged you   for being
afraid of   a mouse
they knew   even as
you snarled   "caspar
the friendly   ghost i
ain't" it   was  all
for bravado's   sake cuz
you were   the gunslinger
who couldn't   get arrested
unlike ginsberg   you found
love and   fame less than
      comprehensive
who would   have pegged
you for   being afraid
of a
      mouse?
they said   ed dorn
creeps into   la jolla
like the   ghost of
paul revere's   smoking gun
you weren't   afraid of
turning into   a pumpkin
but were   after cinderella's
glass slipper   from the
beginning not   for some
ball pussy   that spelled
like the   champagne that
gunslingers like   you rarely
get to   even taste
but because   you were
a gentleman   poet professor
of the   blues dreaming
bullets your   eyes piercing
hearts the   modern gun
of the   dispossessed but
hell pard   you weeped
to olson   "it's not
even for   me some pussy
would get   my gun
through a   lotta
dark
      nights"
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