ode to the gunslinger: from the outlaw's prayer

john dorsey
for ed dorn

there was     a bad
moon rising     across your
lips an     abstract expressionist
at heart     painting sour
notes as     you whistled
all the way up
that darker mountain that
had swallowed     those doves
of prayer     charles olson
had nearly     shut the
gates of     hell
for

your demons     though ed
were larger     than any
white whale     because they
knew where     you slept
they were     dream sent
on the     wings of
banjos who     would have
pegged you     for being
afraid of     a mouse
they knew     even as
you snarled     "caspar
the friendly     ghost i
ain't" it     was    all
for bravado's     sake cuz
you were     the gunslinger
who couldn't     get arrested
unlike ginsberg     you found
love and     fame less than
          comprehensive

who would     have pegged
you for     being afraid
of a
          mouse?

they said     ed dorn
creeps into     la jolla
like the     ghost of
paul revere's     smoking gun
you weren't     afraid of
turning into     a pumpkin
but were     after cinderella's
glass slipper     from the
beginning not     for some
ball pussy     that spelled
like the     champagne that
gunslingers like     you rarely
get to     even taste
but because     you were
a gentleman     poet professor
of the     blues dreaming
bullets your     eyes piercing
hearts the     modern gun
of the     dispossessed but
hell pard     you weeped
to olson     "it's not
even for     me some pussy
would get     my gun
through a     lotta
dark
          nights"