even outlaws get the blues: from the outlaw's prayer

john dorsey
for amanda oaks


lady muse     with eyes
like shotguns     sings the
blues she     laughs when
the poet     says "baby
the dead     are my
thing raising     them may
mean bringing     up a
family of     ghosts in
topeka kansas     or some
other needle     in a
vortex but hell sugar
i'll     bite that
          bullet"

cuz the     bible tells
me so     i'll wash
pussy down     with whiskey
and whiskey     down with
          poems

but somethin'     tells me
your kinda     dreams cost
more than     a bottle
of jack
          daniels

and christ     himself didn't
make enough     bullets to
hide your     tears or
to     make you
stop laughing     when i
offered poems     for pussy
when i     dreamt of
putting your     heart back
together singing     poems are
whores under     a holy
          sun

ya knew     baby i'd
trade your     lips for
guns or     the perfect
line for     the bomb
of immortality     that your
fingers run     through my
hair but     then ya
should've known     that we
weren't kansas in     anymore and
even if     we were
i'd still     rather talk
to a     young charlie
plymell than     hear the
voice of
          god