the man with a
face like a horse


john dorsey
said they are trading love
on wall street that's
why nobody      has touched
my prick in over
a year though i've
ceased to      worry about
grace i      could never
walk on      water while
making love to words
         anyway

i could never whisper
sweet nothings under the
moonlight without thinking
about how      the sun
was gift     wrapping skin
cancer under      my tongue
it always      seemed like
a trick      to take
the words
         away

"enjoy life now" the
moon sang      the moon
had tits      like jayne
mansfield and    would never
have even      thought to
touch any      part of
my being      let alone
my
         soul

cuz i      wasn't hung
like james      brown could
never sing      like james
brown that      godfather of
         soul

i always     wanted to
take the      words out
on a date but the
girl of      my dreams
had a      sharp tongue
and a      pussy that
was resistant      to my
tongue's meager
         wisdom

i wanted      to say
to sparkling      jayne there
are more      of us
than there      are of
you
         baby!

an ugly      ghost saw
you pick      your nose
before purging      in the
bathrooms of
         heaven

my ancestors      did an
irish dance      spitting out
their teeth      in praise
of the heavenly ugly
         people

i'm glad      there are
ugly people      even people
uglier than      me with
my horse      face otherwise
how would      the first
ugly person      have ever
gotten laid?      how would
the first      poem have
ever been
         written?

real beauty      is the
dance on my tongue
true saints      remember what
a nation      of cameo poets always
seem forget      hungry for
their 15      minutes of
virgin divinity      false grace
held up      to the
light for      all ages
beauty was      the first lie
god ever     told
         himself

while for      centuries my
thoughts have      stolen hungry
kisses from      the mouth
of the
         sun
moments like      these i always
try to      remember the
password to      the first
speakeasy was      a lovesong
whose meaning      is worth
more than      all the
gold records      hanging on
the walls      at gates
of
     heaven