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Syntax Issue 10
Denver Syntax
{after the party}
  nikki sinclair


and that poet you like so much
said turning forty really helped
her mature and now she writes so
much better
knowing what she knows and living as she's
lived calling it wisdom
and she used that word:
wisdom

Oh, yeah?
I asked her if she's ever been raped
while someone sits on
her head
I asked if she's ever watched
a friend die day by day
and then seen him dead
I asked if she ever got stoned
and lost her baby
and looked everywhere
through alleys
and dirty buildings
with time running out
and she said
no
in a small voice
holding her wine and then:
I have to go

but I saw her looking at me across the room
I'm sure she'll go home
drink some herbal tea and write
a poem about me
all empty bottles
sighs and wildflowers
which you'll
just love