the angry man eats lunch alone

chris ransick
All morning, I watched the traffic pile up
at the stoplight below
and later, I watched finches fight
a terrible November wind
to reach nests on my window ledge.
I know someone is dying somewhere
this morning, struggling to breathe
in a sunny room,
speechless, staring into the eyes
of his aged love, whose hand he grips
so tight with final strength
the last thing they share is pain.
You can judge me how you like.
I will never learn to forget this. I’m like
a child hungry in bed,
unable to sleep, headlights
passing across the torn paper
on the walls of my chilly room. I will wait
to grow more powerful, I will remember
whose teeth were black with lies.