poem for your shoes

chris ransick
They remained in the front hall of my house
these two weeks, gathering heaviness

until I could barely lift them. I tried to hoist
the left shoe first, unleashed instead

a plume of hot debris, Vesuvius falling on
a phalanx of scared people, hair & skin

afire. Of course I put it down and tried the right.
Into vast emptiness I spun, my breath disappearing

down the hollow’s utter darkness.
I heard my own shoes in the closet

leap and clatter, running. I heard the shoes
of a thousand people do the same.

Someone said when we walk again it will be
barefoot like ancient men or mad

philosophers, crossing a desert’s
rock and sand, our feet grown tough.

I am glad to return these shoes to you,
knowing you’ll see in my strange dream

a poor attempt to find fear’s edge and
tear it away, to name it so I can know it.

Forgive me. I could not walk a mile
and be in a safer place.