provincial 401

luc simonic
Dedication: With Love For Debby B.

1.
West
Toronto to Windsor


there are pieces to
be afraid of everywhere.

the spare change that
just is not spare.

there is fear
in daylight,
        sprinkled like
        christmas lights
on bushes.
        ready to make
        the bold appearance
in the night.
crying alone.

there are items
for sale all around;
hats. shoes. freedom.


but
here,
today,

are the glances
of old neighbors
and new friends.

your rear view mirror.
your bus stops and
        picks up the
        newest challenge.
your bus stops
        and goes
        and goes alone.
the night is longer now.
the night is shorter now.

the miles between
here and there.

filling up gas.
your mind is bus tires.


2.
East
windsor to Toronto


when i woke in the morning

i wanted to go to the
bridge and simply stare out
over the water at the cities
that are countries apart.

i wanted to take you with
me and pour out all i have
like sweet red wine onto
and into your chest and soul.

for now i dash back and
forth wondering what
will come of what and
what your will, will make.

if i could but lay
my hand upon your forehead
and give you everything
i have, i would stay longer.

but i must go. i must return.
i will see you then. and
i will stay longer. and
i will cry because i see.

I am alone now. everything
is twirling about above me
the sky passes as the miles
die and my love for you

stretches out, stitched on
every inch of the pale
highway between those four
walls and my window sill.